Against own nature

The mind hit the hammer hard. I took a choice. But now, every fiber of me screams. Refuses. Fights.

I've dealt with dissappointment and rejection at multiple occassions. But this..
I'm fighting against all odds and my own nature.

Ration stands alone. And this love,
This love acts selfishly, doesn't care. Its sole purpose is to survive.

I push it back, I push it back down.
For I'll never get it outside. For now I push it back down.

Back in my eye.

Disaster

Ow Disaster,
I knew I was long overdue.

Time to move on

Every step I take forward is hard. But in some way, I endure it.

I regret nothing.
Everything I did was worth it, despite all the pain and suffering.
She was worth it. All of it.

It's time to cut my losses.

It's a long road to ruin. So reunion will have to wait until spring conquers winter. Maybe earlier.
But miracles don't happen here.


"Iridescent.

Armour

Take hard knocks, come back for more.

Persist.

Quote of the day

We won't see the stars if the sun is in our eyes.

Because it's just another reason why a fool like you,
would listen to a fool like me.

I'll do what all the idiots around you do just to let you show,
if you follow that way you'll never be free.

'Cuz no one is alone, no one is alone.

Quote of the day

I'm pushing an elephant up the stairs,
I'm tossing punchlines that were never there.

Over my shoulder a piano falls,
crashed into the ground.

I'm breaking through, I've been exposed.
I'm keeping flowers in full bloom.

I am looking for answers from The Great Beyond.

Time

Only time will do,
Meet me when spring conquers winter. Meet me at the crossroads.