Glimpse of mejor

Time to bury the hatchet and let it go,
leave the struggle and grudges it holds.

I'll make sure all those faces around me are familiar.

Love.Dead&Gone

I won't let you control my faith,
while I have to hold the weight of the world with all my conscience.

I won't sit here and wait, while you are weighing your options.
You're making a fool of me.

You didn't dare try to say that you don't care and solemnly swear not to follow me there.

It isn't like me to beg on my knees: "Oh please, oh baby please."
That's not how I do things.

No, I'm not upset.
No, I'm not angry.

I know love is love.
Love, sometimes it pains me.

No, I won't let you take me to the end of my rope,
While you burn it and torture my soul.

No, I'm not your puppet.
And no, no, no. I won't let you go.

Time and time again

Suddenly I'm on the wrong side,
in the middle of nowhere again.

In times like these you learn to live again.

Not gone

You make me want to start war.
This would be easier if the stars wouldn't blind my eyes.

Against own nature

The mind hit the hammer hard. I took a choice. But now, every fiber of me screams. Refuses. Fights.

I've dealt with dissappointment and rejection at multiple occassions. But this..
I'm fighting against all odds and my own nature.

Ration stands alone. And this love,
This love acts selfishly, doesn't care. Its sole purpose is to survive.

I push it back, I push it back down.
For I'll never get it outside. For now I push it back down.

Back in my eye.

Disaster

Ow Disaster,
I knew I was long overdue.

Time to move on

Every step I take forward is hard. But in some way, I endure it.

I regret nothing.
Everything I did was worth it, despite all the pain and suffering.
She was worth it. All of it.

It's time to cut my losses.

It's a long road to ruin. So reunion will have to wait until spring conquers winter. Maybe earlier.
But miracles don't happen here.


"Iridescent.

Armour

Take hard knocks, come back for more.

Persist.

Quote of the day

We won't see the stars if the sun is in our eyes.

Because it's just another reason why a fool like you,
would listen to a fool like me.

I'll do what all the idiots around you do just to let you show,
if you follow that way you'll never be free.

'Cuz no one is alone, no one is alone.

Quote of the day

I'm pushing an elephant up the stairs,
I'm tossing punchlines that were never there.

Over my shoulder a piano falls,
crashed into the ground.

I'm breaking through, I've been exposed.
I'm keeping flowers in full bloom.

I am looking for answers from The Great Beyond.

Time

Only time will do,
Meet me when spring conquers winter. Meet me at the crossroads.

Wisdom, Justice and Love

Cannot be solved with Wisdom, Justice and Love.

You can't be too careful anymore

I'm stuck in a statue-made, along with the sinking feeling.

Chunks of time consumed by walking on tiptoes
to reach out and greeted by salt to go with the scars.

Point man. You really missed the point there, again.

Paper house

When my mind crosses the thought, it's like an epiphany.

I'm back where it all began, 1st person in that room again.
My skins crawls en sizzles. There's a bombfight raging in the pit of my guts.

In one split second I get caught off guard. Someone smashes a sledgehammer in my house of cards & glass. My feet thrust back into the ground and my eyelids re-energize.

Exit the paper house.

Demise

The need for hope is driven by passion,
and then destroyed in all colours and fashion.

And so ends the chapter

It happened when winter conquered autumn, when everything turned to darkness.
You can put it quite simple actually: the fairytale gone bad.

But unfortunately it's never that simple.

Try to imagine how baffled I was, when I didn't notice a fragment of what I was feeling on the other side. Like trying to find a needle in a haystack, only to stumble into the fact that it's nowhere to be found. In the meanwhile I was sitting there, deciding what I should look at: wall or floor. With that all too familiar silence pounding on your ears; Nill and void instead of voices.

It went deep that one, real deep. Gasping for air while lungs are at full capacity. My heart though, was in a warzone , just looking for a way out. Light at the end of the tunnel? 'Sorry, out of commission.'

Don't get the wrong idea, I won't treat this lightly. It's time to stand fast while everything comes crashing down. Hard, for high is the way but my eyes are upon the ground.

Let's speak without riddles or creative use of word: I cannot let her eat of the same hand anymore. For boy got cold, 'cause boy got greedy. So shine on,, shine on benevolent sun.

And so ends this bloody chapter

Quote of the day

She's my heaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!

Just a thought

The best thing you can do is to do the right thing
The second best thing you can do is the wrong thing

But the worst thing you can do, is to do nothing.

Drop Dead Gorgeous

When you smile,
the world stops to stare for a while

I think

Nobody said this was going to be easy,
nobody said it would be so damn hard.

Quote of the day

If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer,
then I'll be buried by the silence of the answer.

I'll

I'll never never never never give up on her,
even if it takes the life out of me.

V

Oui

Elle me manque maintenant

Flame

I don't want to set the world on fire,
I just want to start a flame in your heart.

In my heart I have but one desire,
and that one is you, no other will do.

L'amour

Et quand elle sort, il tombe dans un coma émotionnel dont il ne sort jamais.

Quote of the day

I only want you, no other will do

Quote of the day

Taking these shortcuts & false solutions,
just to keep the crown shining but the heroes down.

Quote of the day

Lead, follow or get out of the way - Thomas Paine

Stop!

Focus on the first born,
shoot them down in rows

All races

What's that smell? And I'm not talking about the poor but the rich

When your dreams lose magic

Politics 2010

As the hour nears,
things are definitely heating up.

Our country's men of power sharpen their swords and get ready for the clash.
They brought their finest men and women from all the corners of our region to win our sympathy.
Presented on a silver platter.

Nevertheless, even a child knows that negotiations will be hard after the cards have been dealt.
But from our vast array of nightmares this is the one we choose for ourselves.

*Come what(ever) may, there will be a day when we have figured out a possible solution.

If I,

I would wish it all away if I would lose you for just one day

Go

I'll learn the risks,
I'll steal the show

Wind me up, watch me go

Minus Cold War

Nobody has the monopoly of common sense

yppah

I'm happy
Period.

Quote of the day

But how to fall on your knee is an akward silence that proceeds again,,

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I miss you.x

Truth

My fingers are down your throat, but the truth still won't come out

Quote of the day

And if doesn't work out, we can always go back to square one

Quote of the day

I'll be picking up the pieces from your broken heart again,,
You'll wonder how you ever bothered to fall in love with him

Quote of the day

All I want, is to be home

With Patience and Grace

Angels on the sideline

Here ends the road,
A great chapter in my life is ending.

Quite a shock, yet not vibrating the very fabric of my body but it chose to target my mind.
For 8 years, I gave hell & consequences to anything or anyone who challenged me in those dojo's.
A remarkable deed, to anyone's standards.

As this is coming to a close,
my heart secretly weeps. Not revealing the matters that lie beyond.
If this is a part of growing up, could someone give me a flashforward?

For what it's worth, I'll take this head-on. I won't waver. If shame is to be dealt, I am ready to take my share. Big decisions cost heavy losses.. As usual, as always

This was my little piece of divine. The insignia of the Cobra resting proud on my shirt. I intend to carry it in my heart. 'Cause what I've learned will never fade away

I am ready now

Reputation: dubious

Promise makes guilt
Make your word,

and stick to it!
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Distinguish

Our attempts to triumph will minimise their illusions.

Controlled temper leads to distinguish, distinguish yourself.

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Wanting

These things don't come in second chances

Quote of the day

I want to exorcise the demons in your heart

Evil

Evil men never say they are evil